Magic?

Tuesday, January 06, 2015

I get so tired of well-intended family members telling Chris and I that we are just going to magically have a baby someday.. They just *know* it's going to happen. They tell us God is going to let you naturally conceive if that's what you pray hard enough for, as if that's the only way to have a family.

 I want to yell and them and scream that NO SOMETIMES YOU DON'T EVER END UP PREGNANT, NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY OR WHAT YOU DO!!!

 Why isn’t infertility a socially acceptable reason to grieve?

 Anger is my #1 emotion right now. I am infertile angry.

What is infertile angry you ask? It is hearing from one of your friends that they are taking their three kids on an extravagant trip to the Disney Resort. I’m not…because our IVF treatments just cost us 15 disney trips! Oh yeah and we still have not renovated the kitchen because we are drowning in medical bills that could have built a kitchen worthy of HG freaking TV.

Anyway off my soap box for the day... I wish infertility was like all other diseases where your friends and neighbors bring you meals and send flowers....